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February 19, 2015


Valentina Duracinsky Coolin Paris Hendrick's Gin
The past few nights have been great. All the anxiety from last week is gone; I feel like a new person. I have new friends, and possibly a new job in one of my favorite places in Paris. Everything seems to be going pretty well in my head. My number one priority is work. I just want to work and work and work. I want the full time position at this place, and I want to be an extra at the Moose, and a blogger with a revenue, and a photographer, and a writer, and a musician, and a pastry tour guide, and an assistant to other bloggers... those are all the titles I've worn in the past two weeks. It's a lot but I'm still hard on myself. I haven't written any new songs in over six months. I haven't finished a book in ages. I have been eating like a pig, snacking like crazy. I haven't been going for runs or been taking showers first thing in the morning like planned. I haven't been blogging enough. You have no idea all the posts I have in mind, and the things I have lined up. I just need to sit down and actually finish them... I should push through those moments of laziness and procrastination and get small jobs done, and not think too much of it.

I haven't done enough.
But I am exhausted.

Maybe I'm too hard on myself. I don't really know. There's not that much time to sit down and think about my feelings. All I know is that I want to keep working hard, and spend the rest of my time with people I like, people that make me feel good. And with gin.

Gin Drink Valentina

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