STAY COOL... YOU'RE IN | Valentina Duracinsky: STAY COOL... YOU'RE IN

February 19, 2015

STAY COOL... YOU'RE IN

Valentina Duracinsky Coolin Paris Hendrick's Gin
The past few nights have been great. All the anxiety from last week is gone; I feel like a new person. I have new friends, and possibly a new job in one of my favorite places in Paris. Everything seems to be going pretty well in my head. My number one priority is work. I just want to work and work and work. I want the full time position at this place, and I want to be an extra at the Moose, and a blogger with a revenue, and a photographer, and a writer, and a musician, and a pastry tour guide, and an assistant to other bloggers... those are all the titles I've worn in the past two weeks. It's a lot but I'm still hard on myself. I haven't written any new songs in over six months. I haven't finished a book in ages. I have been eating like a pig, snacking like crazy. I haven't been going for runs or been taking showers first thing in the morning like planned. I haven't been blogging enough. You have no idea all the posts I have in mind, and the things I have lined up. I just need to sit down and actually finish them... I should push through those moments of laziness and procrastination and get small jobs done, and not think too much of it.

I haven't done enough.
But I am exhausted.

Maybe I'm too hard on myself. I don't really know. There's not that much time to sit down and think about my feelings. All I know is that I want to keep working hard, and spend the rest of my time with people I like, people that make me feel good. And with gin.

Gin Drink Valentina



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